Just life

Gackt Camui desu.

Gackt Camui = Zai
Firstly, he got the face.
Secondly, he got the attitute.
Thirdly, he got the talent.
haha...
The lyrics in his song ZAI sia...
damn nice eh..
no wonder so many fans..
and his voice is good too!

Merry X'mas all~.
http://www.tongcom.co.kr/dingani_13.htm

You're like a Dark Unicorn!


?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??
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eh sorry wrong info..
the only one who tio chicken pox is me hor...
ky never tio.

hey everyone that went to the chalet...
beware hor...
if u never tio chicken pox before u maybe infected..., eh... including kaiyuan and me already..

ARGH~!~!
Tio Chicken pox~!~!
sianz ½...
ZZZzzzZZZzzz
time to rot to home eh...
ZZZzzzZZZzzz

You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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4th day of head ache..

Your Sesshoumaru! you are calm and collected and
you don't show any emotion at all. But inside
we all know you are a softy, it's just a matter
of showing it to everyone else. Be open once in
a while and maybe even date one of your many
fans!


What Inuyasha Character are you?
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haha I am sesshoumaru...
bluff one lar...
actually i am kagome..
haha
ivan go try lar see whether u are inuyasha


Your Kagome! you like to hang out with your friends
and are always the first person to volunteer to
show a new student around, you are kind and
giving and enjoy having a occasional sleep-over
with the girls!


What Inuyasha Character are you?
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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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Les miserable

I wonder whether everything in the world has a feeling..
no matter living or dead.. but especialy the living..
For example the quote from to kill a mocking bird by Jem
"turtles dun feel, you stupid"(or something like that )
and Dill replied " U're not the turtle how do u know?" (memory fading wrong then paiseh)
same works for animals plants and everything in this world.
Probabaly its scientific research to prove there is a "feeling cell"
Or just because it lacks a brain to feel.
I dunno all these..
But for me.. some sort of weird analogy has got up into my mind..
The existance of a "Emotion" energy..
sounds weird and impossible.. but thats what I think..
But probabaly it exists in the spiritual and physically sense..
For Example I think all types of energy is linked to "emotional energy"
Kinetic Energy to anger, excitement and all that..
Potential Energy to calm, cool and many others.
however the emotions only play a small role of the total energy in a cell very insignificant..
hence uncomparable to physical changes or chemical changes.
Emotions exists in each and every cell?
I dunno.
If u are reading this crap.. congrats... U wasted some time.
hahaha...

Reality Versus Me.
Bang. You're Dead.
Bang. You're Awake.
But I wake with blood on myself.
Dead or alive?

Lost.

nothing to read here.

ZZZzzzZZZzzz...
dun wan violent.
violence too much not good.
haha~...

Yeah~~...
finally found the guitar version midi~~
>_<

I dun feel like I am rotting..
But I still dun feel any passion yet ler...
maybe too long never do a lot of things liao..
like play basket ball and stuff.
Is that the case?
Hmmm....
Feeling very shaky now...
ZZZzzzZZZzzz....
-_-....

I dun feel like I am rotting..
But I still dun feel any passion yet ler...
maybe too long never do a lot of things liao..
like play basket ball and stuff.
Is that the case?
Hmmm....
Feeling very shaky now...
ZZZzzzZZZzzz....
-_-....

Yo yo yo~...
ZzzZzz...
blog blog, hao jiu bu jian.
Ni hai hao bah ?
Wo bu hao..
haha~.
lame lar~.
>_<;
Hmmmm....
Comic Restocked.
should be able to survive for a long time?..
but I quite stupid ler
buy 2,3, then I buy 5,6 ..
then I end 3 liao. then I stuck there.
>_<; ZZzzzzZZZZzzzz
aiyah, Dir En Grey roX...
Edwin very kb(Yeah I beat his johnny!!), Javin very hao lian(mizerable)(got a bit looks no talent)
hahahahaha`.

Dir en grey :: ain't afraid to die

The road we walked back then is gone
but I still walk along it anyway.

The snow quietly falls on the gentle slope,
now I put your favorite flower in your room
even though I know it will never reach you.

when I remembered our unyielding promise
from last year's last day of snow, it began to melt,
and spill from my hands.

The snow quietly falls on the gentle slope,
now I put your favorite flower in your room
even though I know it will never reach you.

As I remember you watching the snow from the window all alone,
I recall you through the window and give you one last kiss...

please, smile, stop your crying now...
I'm always watching you from here.

The snow quietly falls on the gentle slope,
now I put your favorite flower in your room
even though I know it will never reach you.

All over the city quietly colored white by the light,
the last seasonal color you saw.
you shed tears, reality is cruel isn't it?
the last seasonal color you saw.

The colors of you have finally disappeared with the four seasons
the snow melts and flowers bloom on the street.
the "shades" you saw are melting.

the last day of snow this year
(one flower in the street, when I looked up to the sky,
the final snow was pouring from the palm of my hands)

Dir En Grey - Yokan
Lyrics - Kyo
Music - Die


Only on the surface now I'm toying with you you do not notice a thing
In minus (180 degrees celcius) frozen love

in taciturn you, with taciturn love, a taciturn discomfort
in taciturn me, with taciturn love, a taciturn scar

you are the eighteenth one you didn't notice me supported by kindness
this love made frozen

in quiet you, with quiet love, kill the quiet pleasure
in quiet me, with quiet love, quiet....

I cannot change, I cannot return, taciturn love
quietly, quietly, we two entangled

my inner heart's reticence, my inner heart's quiet, striking towards the heart
my inner heart's reticence, my inner heart's quiet, even if I try to toy with your heart

from sometime ago I had noticed you but
to be only by your side is all I need

I held you close at the end
I don't know if this will become the end

Hmmm....
a bit SianZZ....
bcoz no comic to read liao...
ZZzzzzZZzz...
Money also not enuff...
haha
been at home for quite some time...
but not rotting though...
at least I know it issit...
but me eyes are a bit tired from the computer screen though...

Hmmm... nothing much happened...
though the trip to woodlands was long yesterday...
and did some swimming until a bit feel like cramping.. ( with alan, ky and roxy)
Feeling a bit better.. not a time for me to be sad..
a time for me to improve..
haha... improve on my GGX's johnny. Sianz, yesterday beat 2 guys ( 1 potemkin(noob I guess) and 2 milita rage)
aiyah sianZ... then no one challenge me..
hahah..time for new skills to come..

Hmmm....
lets face it straight here...
I love a person by the name of "Kow Wei Man"
And I think I won't give up on her probably for a long period of time...
haha... sad at times... however... I seek to be a new person ...
I seek for a aim... and a change...
I hope things will turn well and fate will help me...
haha...
if not... I have just given an angel away...
kae kae... time to change~
^^

Time.
The factor that should heal all pain..
Its bringing me pain... The more it had past... the more I wish it could have turned back..
I Hate myself...

風は吹く
風邪はフェルトである
それが精神を静めるのに
誰かの伴うために希望
私はあなたの存在を望む
戻るか?
私は知らない
私は何をするべきであるか?

Whats a dream?
an impossible illusion?
achievable reality?
Or just something to bluff yourself?
have u dreamt or do u dream?
whats mine? whats my dream?
something I really have passion for? Hmmm......
Crossed endless days of sleepless nights.. today I type again in the midst of darkness at the Extreme hours of the night.. My body refusing to sleep. tried... but couldn't... here I sit in front of the computer again, blasting the sounds of the night.. Beats of Rock, Melodies of Pop and tunes of intruments... (Music playing now: Dir En Grey - Garden )
I sit alone staring at the keyboard while typing.. physically tired.. mentality not..

time passes and laughs.
music get down and dies.
the eyes closes.
Emptiness. nothing is left.
except for the tremors of the beat and the voice of the song.
that continue beating after the song died off..
spinning and circles in the mind..
The great power of the music to drive and drill..
each and every song reflecting the unique and individualism of the character..
The emotions, the passion and the hardwork...
in one form of EXPRESSION.

....... argh...

Oosh~!~! I got the top of a orisinal game~!~!
haha!! (M - 017 Metal Armor)
come beat me ppl~!

whats the next step...

Hmmmm.... lets see what I did today...
okay.. alan ky and fer spend the night at my place playing DDR.. haha
everyone got mad over the game.. totally crazy.. >_<; haha.. play until sole pain ankle pain..
blar blar blar... haha~... then gunbound until very sianZ... haiZ...
then the morning they went home and I continued rotting in front of the com... feeling very nua... haiZ...
later nua until settle to go ice skate~!
Wah~~... ice-skate fun~!~! fast, cold, light, cool, sweet and blar blar blar... haha~... a bit too exaggarated..
hmmmm.... then sat the long train to toa payoh.. that time the feeling very nua.. lucky alan there to tok a bit lar... haha~.
Hmmm... then went for the ultimate nua of the day... Tai Chi... HaiZ... the feeling gan nua... heart also pound out liao... then ok lar... learn moves lor.. and see her smile then a bit heartache.
but at the end of the lesson I walked her back home lar... then sort of things got a bit better lar...
haha at least we can tok~! yeah~... at least the burden lessen liao.. haha so happier lor~.
heheh..~~
just still a bit nua lar... dunno what is the next step...