Just life

Wah lau~.
super tired.
tired until slp in mtg and slp in toilet >,<
many thanks to all those late night dotas
and body sapping soccer sessions.
haha` Fun though~

okok~. since tomoro holiday~..
later at night I will try to post some good pics
that the s74 kids have taken~
Mata ne~

Hmmmmm~~~....
OKkOkkkk`!~!!
Just limit Break-ed on Thursday~!!!
lost my senses and everything else with it~。
it was kinda intense bah. ^^;
BUT~! never the less! Its Over~~
so the Stress Gauge reseted liao...
so roughly feeling a bit better~ at least I said some stuff I wanted
to say. hahaha~....

Anywayz~... Since happier liao...
Shall Revive Vain CLUB~~~...!!
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自己不爱美，谁来帮你爱美~

Join the Vain Club todae~
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Pls apply todae~.

Boooooooooooooooooooooom~~

U can Save me.
Feed me.

Lol. Benson~...
All the Zi lian pics in my friendster.
hahaha~

Hmmm...
Bad to worse.
Of all things, more ppl to piss me off~.
Woooo~~.

A bit really starting to reach the bottle neck
where I can just take a stranger's food and smack it in
their face just for the fun of it.


1 Can of Coffee.
1 can of Redbull.
still shagged.
Still as fucked.
Although I appreciate the help from julian and weibin today.
but sometimes...
HaiZ...
I just wanna sit down and cry.
get KB-ed for no fuck reason, get opposited for no fuck reason.
Cheebye. U all very free ar.
lol.
Maybe I am just imagining things liao.
as more and more pile up.
Or do i really deserve all these bcoz I am fucked up.

Shagged.

Wooooooooooooooo~
Finished Bathing~.
Hey dude, a bath is not gonna change the world,
so the moods towards the posts would roughly be the same bah .

Lets Recap from the morning.
Woke up to reality again after a short night sleep of 5 hours?
Hoping upon the chance that I could ask for a off for today.
Dotaing as per now. Dying.. Wooo~
Lvl 11 (0 frags 8 Deaths) Noob!
hahaha~
okay, back on track.
Blah. Theres Job to do~~. Too bad~.
Dad and mum fighting So Hard. No Reason I shouldn't~
Whats a little tiredness compared to the stress they are going Thru~
>,<

At least I reached office with something to do this time.
If not I would have died with my guilt again on the daily slacking basis.

early noon was relatively peace bah.
Msn-ed a bit and worked.
Time past so fast for the first time.

Ooo then went pack up the 45 genting Road~.
Lotsa junk man, called a bangala to clear the thrash for us for $10
Woot~

Then Came the Argument.
After I came back from the Warehouse back to Woodlands.
Francis and I had a bit of tussle about a few Friendship stuff.
Hmmm....
lol.
then, I realised. lol.
I am so laughable. Learn to Respect? hmm...
guess thats how I ended up crying so many times bah.
LOL, Wuss.
Wrong to judge, fail to understand. I guess thats the case bah.
The mistake that I never fail to commit.
Respect vs Shallow.
Kay poh vs Deep.
Differents are all that separates All from one.
Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps.
things that gone through, I thot I could help.
But I was wrong. Everyone have their rights to live
their lives the way they wan.
but, Probably I am sad because this contradicts
my ideal utopia of Happiness.
Being a stupid Naive Bi-Polar F*** who wants to surpass
GOD's Realm and achieve the unthinkable self sacrifice.
In Reality, I never did give up that dream.
Depression seems lesser due to the fact that I started
opening myself up a little more.
Doesn't Erase the fact that I am equally uncontrollable,
emotional and insane.
Well, just expressing my views~.
might be wrong though. :(

Lastly, The fate of the day.
I dunno why I made time for dinner with julian and weibin
at JEC. and I dunno why the location was JEC since there was
nothing there.
and I dunno why we ended up staying in the arcade till
10. and I dunno why we decided to go to the skating ring even
julian was quite convinced that there was no hockey training today.
and I dunno why we stay on with weibin complain sian when we saw
some hockey players there getting ready. I dunno why we stayed on
even though the warm up was so long.
And It ended up, it was the death anniversary of the person who brought me
and julian into the sport of ice hockey, and the players observed one minute of
silent before starting anything else.
Its been one year. Long since I took a proper look at the skating ring
Fate? or purely coincidental?
Hmmm``......

time to project what I really am I guess?
quite a Twisted soul that suffers from depression ?
Hmmm, not really ~
hahaha~

Had a Really long day today.
Full of different Encounters and problems, ups and downs.
^^; But at least, blogging is for myself bah.
A mirror to talk to. And a reality to face.
Just like the Crow that Elijah spoken with
which was actually himself (Book: Fifth Mountain)
Guess I will bath first and see what I will write bah.
Friends
Company
Fate
Love
Family
Self
~
Just a long day perhaps

Hmmmm~~~....
Gonna set up a warehouse sale for Paseo and Walch liao~
Anyone with any ideas?
cheap cheap ~ recommend all to come~
wah hahaha~.
Propaganda on Fund blog!
All Paseo and Walch or DIE!
Just kidding~
just hope everyone that reads this post can support a bit~~...
Yoroshiku~!

Lala~ Too slack at work liao, and blog like free~.
*bounce bounce* *spin on chair*
Hmmm... Wait for the time to get a good phone
then can start blogging wih pics liao ~
any slim series S.E. Camera phones coming soon ?
Thot about N95 though. But Kan Bulky.

Love is in the air~...
Tokked with matt and he was in his dreamy loveydoveyland~
wah hahaha.
No fear,
coz Love fills ur stomach withs Whispers at the ear.

*roll roll roll*
Guess a lot of initation is needed working in my dad company.
But sometimes, I am just too plain lazy. -,-
*slugg-ed* *Crawls*

Oh yah, Greatest Slacking Achievement of the DAy :
I finished reading Order Of The Stick(comic) online~
Damn, hung on the climax.
www.giantitp.com

20 minutes to end work~~`...
Time for some Hip hop~.
kick slash bang.


BTW, Kkh House this Saturday anyone ?

Damn。
Fat liao~! time to train up a bit .
leg muscle become big liao , but uppper body chui liao.
>,< bleah.

well.
summarise what I typed at the bottom which DID NOT come out.

a enjoying bus ride home from north point after buying some vain products
(serenity)
the stress and slackness of my job and that it pulled me and my family tgt.

and I typed Sorry Benson!!! for the soccer Pang Seh.

but now feel a bit fucked up.
damn.

the bottom post is supposed to be god damn long la.
Dunno wtf happened to blogger.
sian diao.

AnywayZ....
Kaoz. very sian diao my archives also gone.
Wtf.

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot
ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!
Got Back Alllllllllllllllllllllllllll My Blogs~!~!!!!
www.Unholyphilo.blogspot.com~~
and some other testing blogs~~~.
Yay~~

Hmmm, just came home and bombarded the toilet. >,<>,<
thot everyone not going liao. Kaoz...
then reach home a bit lazy liao. hahaha~...
Kk~. thats it for todae~

Labels: back to BloGggggInggg

WootZ~``
Revived. Sol Badguy~
hahaha.

Aiyah~ anyway backed to blog.
a bit sad now though. just hope friends can be more truthful to each other.
Hmmm....
hahaha